Disillusioned

My mind's clustered
My thoughts scattered
My feelings shattered
My ---

I’m clueless                                       I’m speechless

I’m hopeless                                      I’m ---

I’m helpless                                       I ---

I’m lifeless

I’m ---

First

There's no denying

That I found pleasure

That people keep falling

But now I need a closure

The ink hasn't dried

The link won't subside

The think couldn't die

Why am I fooling myself through?

What am I pulling myself into?

Enough

Is enough

It's enough

That's enough

Tough love

But it's enough

Never in my right and sane mind

Would I settle for  person of your kind

It's not something that I would bind

myself into, may I speak my mind?

Time

I need more time

I'm afraid it's not the time

I'm afraid it's not the right time

I'm afraid it's the wrong time

I'm afraid I haven't the time

Because I'm afraid of time

Impossible

My feelings for you are impossible

I could only sense nothing but trouble

The thoughts of being with you is improbable

The thoughts themselves are terrible

I'm terrible

Go for someone other than me

Go for someone better than me

Go for better lover other than me

Why me?

Not me.

I'm curious

I'm dubious

I'm furious